Back in early 2012 when I first came to the feeling that god must be actually a Goddess, for a couple of months I was utterly convinced that I must be the first and only one who has ever come to such crazy conclusion. So convinced that I even did not bother to give it a quick click on Google 🙂
I was in the middle of some very intense hardship, when I was wondering with every breath I took day in day out why is all that happening to me, and when this idea struck me was just like “Bingo!”… this must be the reason; someone, somehow had to figure out the truth about Divinity and all that hardship was just a way of making me start asking myself such questions… told myself.
The hardship has not been finished yet, just goes on in stages that alternate in intensity, but now I do not call it hardship any longer because I figured out that is just my personal spiritual journey, part of this transition we are being through.
However, back to the time when I first came across with the idea of the Goddess… it came naturally to me, I simply and instinctively felt that is the way things truly stand and I felt it like I have known it forever. Fine, but now what should I do with this idea?!… was the next question that did not give me a moment of peace.
I knew it was a too crazy idea to even talk with someone about and apparently next to impossible to make the whole humanity come to feel in unisonwith me. This tough aspects did not discouraged me though and I shortly I began to think where should I start from.
That was the moment when I started to look for proves because I knew that people nowadays need to understand things with their minds rather than feel them with their hearts. And found many proves, from many eras and all paths of life.
But in the end I just took those proves as confirmations that I am right and stubbornly wanted you to get acquainted with the Goddess through your heart not your mind, just the way happened to me, because this is the most important characteristic of this truth and all that comes from Her – IT IS PERCEIVED INSTINCTIVELY.
We were taught to associate inspiration with poets and artists in general but the dictionary definition of INSPIRATION is: “Divine guidance or influence exerted directly on the mind and soul of humankind” (thefreedictionary.com).
You do not believe things, but just feel them and nobody can make you believe anything unless YOU feel that is right. All these things about our Mother and how things should be on this planet were “written” deep inside our hearts when we were first sent on this planet and this process is not one of learning but remembering.
Our hearts are our compasses too and they are never wrong, we only need to know to read them correctly.
This blog was meant to water the seed of truth that is in everybody’s heart, that is why I haven’t yet given you any of those proves I found about the Goddess. But we are about one and a half years on by now and whoever has a genuine heart to feel, has felt it already or is nearly there. So, I consider it is the right time to give you some bits of facts about the Goddess.
Like I said in my previous post, The Goddess had many names throughout human history, depending on era, region and religion, and also – in order to get us confused and dissipate Her essence and importance – more goddesses were given ranks of “great goddesses” in various parts of the world but in fact there is ONE AND ONLY GREAT GODDESS and it is not the same as Gaia (Earth Goddess) as wrongly and intentionally has been assimilated with at times.
Probably the only good thing Romans did about Her was to call Her correctly – Magna Mater, the Great Mother because She is the primordial Mother.
The most renown name though is Cybele and because we talk about the Romans (the ancestors of nowadays Annunaki Reptilians)… after they consulted the Sibylline oracle concluded that adopting Her cult was the only thing that could help them at time of great need and so it was (for more details please see the Roman Cybele – Republican era section of the Wikipedia article about Cybele).
The most complex and complete material is a BBC documentary called Divine Women – When God was a girl (three episodes of about one hour each). I have attached a ten minute faction of the first episode only, but they are all available on YouTube for anybody interested in.
Then there were poets – Robert Graves – and archaeologists – Marija Ghimbutas – who felt or discovered Her existence and talked about Her each in their way but the oldest mention I have found comes from Julian of Norwich, an English anchoress who lived around 1342 – 1416.
There is even a church – Maetreum of Cybele – that worship Her, which is a great thing because they keep “the flame burning” but the only thing is that they approach the relationship with Her as a religion and this is exactly what it is NOT.
It is not about replacing god with the Goddess or all the religions with the one dedicated to the Goddess and re-decorating churches with pictures of Her 🙂
The only church where we worship Her is a LIVING CHURCH that is placed INSIDE OUR HEARTS, that little sacred place at the bottom of our heart.
And the only proper way of worshipping Her is by LIVING A BEAUTIFUL LIFE according to the few beautiful rules She wrote in our hearts when first sent us into this world… we know by heart what is good and what’s wrong, don’t we?!
And there is one more mistake the respectable ladies from Maetreum of Cybele do in my opinion: of course, is their choice as this planet is a free will zone and every one lives their life the way they please, but they are all nuns over there and one of the basic principles our Mother wants us to follow is looking for our twin soul and… become one J
This is the only way that helps us live our lives to the full here on Earth and that enables us fulfil our souls, making the most of our Divine potential and “closing the circle”, going from Alfa to Omega.
That is why the Chariot to Heaven has six wheels, two from each one that takes part in that process: two from Mother, two from woman and two from man.
The same thing is explained by the Merkabah, which is represented by a static (or better said constant) triangle – Mother – and two mobile triangles – woman and man (actually their feminine and masculine energies).
Two twin souls that meet and that have not lost their “saltiness” meantime, together with Mother activate the Merkabah or the Chariot to Heaven and become part of Divinity/Creator themselves.
As much as I know, none has made it since more than 2,000 years as the Reptilians has taken “great care” of this aspect and has done all in their power to keep us inside the box. And they have done this with great success… at least this is a point we all agree on ha ha ha
Then we have India, where despite their many aspects of their religion, they all respect the cow as a maternity symbol. I have attached a hymn to the Divine Mother I found on Internet some time ago.
Apart of these, some of our contemporaries are dedicated to Her and organise Goddess pilgrimages or did some brilliant research about Her or are simply fascinated and inspired by Her and Her power.
However, these all are words, many words and most times words create confusion rather than get things clear but if we just look around us at so many beautiful flowers and smell their very own delicate fragrance, at so many beautiful butterflies and their fragile wings and so many beautiful birds and listen to their own adorable trills – to enumerate only a few – we would all feel that must be a woman’s heart that was able to create them in such detail and grace.
It is not that men aren’t good at creating beautiful and delicate things but they are not as good with details and delicacy as we are. And the most delicate and fragile things of them all Her creations are OUR SOULS. Our beautiful and fragile souls that we ignore and step on most times… just because they are not “vocal” like our minds.
If you take a few instants to think about the fragile aspect of your spirit then please do take a few more and also think about the greatest beautiful spirit, the Goddess. There is a beautiful and fragile little child in Her too because otherwise we could not have been created in her image and likeness, and I do not know a single person who hasn’t got a little girl/boy in them (no matter how much they hide or ignore them or are not aware of).
And if our souls have been suffering so much that means She has suffered in the same measure because She is happy when knows us happy otherwise… why would have bothered to create such beautiful home for when we (as souls) are on Earth or given us all the powers we have (and now re-discover) if not for She wanted us to be HAPPY.
Of course, like any other truly beautiful mothers, She has a firm side too – that one she rarely uses but you know is there and makes you think twice when feel like pushing the limits – but I wanted to give you a glimpse of Her complexity because I feel its enough of how much fear we used to feel and look with towards Divinity.
We were taught to look with fear to Divinity and even not to dare to rise our eyes towards him, but stay bent and think straight and tell me… what does fear have to do with Divinity?! Exactly completely nothing.
It is all about MUTUAL love and respect otherwise the real Divinity would not have given us the LIBERTY to live in a free will zone – just like our beautiful Earth is – and the potential to create our own reality instead of praying for things we want…
Probably now you get to better understand why at a time when women did not even had the right to vote (was fully introduced by 1920 in US) the symbol of Liberty was a WOMAN. And not an ordinary woman, but one with a crown on her head, a leading torch in one hand and a code of laws in the other one.
We did not know it at that time but the Freemasons and Vatican (generically speaking Annunaki Reptilians) knew it very well, and if you like… this is just a proof that humanity was subject to involution from some point on and we had to discover the fire all over again, so to say.
So, if the Liberty comes from a woman with a Sun crown on her head that means she cannot be other than the Queen of Heaven, the one “our ancestors, our kings and our officials” knew, loved and respected:
“17 ’We will certainly do everything we said we would: we will burn incense to the Queen of Heaven and will pour out drink offerings to her just as we and our ancestors, our kings and our officials did in the towns of Judah and in the streets of Jerusalem. At that time we had plenty of food and were well off and suffered no harm. 18 But ever since we stopped burning incense to the Queen of Heaven and pouring out drink offerings to her, we have had nothing and have been perishing by sword and famine.” – Jeremiah 44:17-18
Phew!!! What a relief to see myself at the end of this message! Was probably the most difficult one so far, at least this is the way I feel it… and I think this is how it is as a read as well, unfortunately.
I hope you enjoy it in the end though! I thank you very much for your effort anyway and if you have a bit of free time left… 🙂
Love, and do what you like!
UPDATE: At the time of publishing this article on the blog what I knew about the ladies from Maetreum of Cybele that they are all nuns. Meantime I had a short correspondence with them and I understood they are not celibate. So, for good order’s sake please find here-below this aspect explained in their own words:
“We call our home a convent but men are welcome, we are not celibate, our rituals are open to all and we teach that the Divine is within each of us and rather than give answers we teach how to find those answers within yourself. The Goddess is not on the third cloud over from Yahweh, She is the entire universe and all within it with all things and beings part of Her. I hope that answers some of the misconceptions.”